Wednesday, December 30, 2015

I need serviced faggot

Mr Mean emailed "I need serviced faggot. Are you available".  I have house guests and they were just heading out so I emailed him back and let him know of my availability.  He asked if my house guests wanted to participate.  Nope, don't mix friends and hook ups.
In the basement I stripped down to a undershirt and ass-less shorts. He undid his pants. I knelt before him and asked if I could suck his cock.  This Man has a very nice cock. He pushed it toward me and I took it into my mouth.  He moaned slightly and I began the work of a faggot.  I sucked and licked his cock. I also held onto his ass and kneaded it a bit since I know this is what he likes.
With his firm grasp of my head he directed my mouth to exactly where he wanted it. My favorite is when he rubs my head all over his cock and balls.  Especially the balls.

Once he was fully hard I did my best to take as much of him into my mouth.  I worked the head of his

Saturday, December 26, 2015

I should thank him

This morning I got an email that he'd be here in 10 minutes. I jumped out of bed and got ready.  Quick shower, left the door open, started the porn, put on the hood and laid on the bed.  I made it just in time.
Mr. None gets that using this faggot is all about him and his cock. Not about my enjoyment.  Although just the fact that he is using me is hot.  He likes to make me stroke my little dick for him and that's what I did. It's embarassing but also kind of a turn on.  He'd emailed previously that he was going to stroke my little dick.  Again, not something I enjoy but hot that he wants to do it anyway.
His voice startled me a bit, not realizing how close he was to me.  I spread myself open and then felt

Friday, December 18, 2015

He wanted anal

He'd talked a good game in email.  He's a good looking 34 yo with a really nice body, shaved cock and balls.  His cock was indeed rather impressive.  Not huge by any stretch but certainly more than a mouth full and thick.
Not him.  Similar, not same.

He's been trying for a while to hook up with me.  At first he wanted to meet in a bar, which was something I just wasn't going to bother with.  Eventually he decided it would be ok to meet in my regular spot, a park n ride across from a church.  I think he was only ok with that since it would be day light.  His emails were lots of how he was gonna stretch my asshole and pound it out.  A week or so ago he'd said he wanted to meet on Monday eve.  I was cool with that.  Then on Sunday he emailed to see if I was available.  I was and we set a time.
I had fun getting ready for him.  Cleaned my ass out then tried out the lube shooter.  I probably shouldn't have used the 'hot' lube cuz it started burning and made me feel like I needed to piss.  When I went to the bathroom the only thing that happened was that some lube leaked out.
We met at the parking lot and then headed back to my place.
Nice enough guy.  Obviously a little nervous but he had a semi before I got his shorts off.  I was naked and I sucked his cock for a bit. It was just too big and thick for me to get down my throat.  He leaned back and enjoyed it for a bit.  I loved sucking and licking his cock.  Shaved, thick and hard.  Yum.  Too soon he was ready to fuck.  He grabbed a condom and told me to get on my back.  First he rubbed my little dick with his cock.  To me that's just teasing and not really hot.  Then he sank into

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

I know it'll be rough

What follows is fantasy role play

I know it's going to be a rough night when daddy comes into my room with the restraints. He will lock my wrists behind my back and sit me on the floor against the bed.  He starts out slow, allowing me to nuzzle his package. Soon though he enters  my mouth and lines his cock up so that it never leaves my mouth as he fucks my face. I gag and choke as he pistons his cock in and out of my mouth.


If by some stroke of luck I managed to get his cock to slip down my throat it will end with a throat fucking. Otherwise next I'm laying on the bed with my head hanging off. Now daddy forces his hard cock down my throat. My hands are still locked behind my back and there's nothing I can do to stop his assault. I become a real mess when he does this, gagging and choking. Drool and spit coat my face.

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Country boy


Stocky country boy. Just a bit of a gut but very solid build. He shows up looking all country but smelling all clean.  We'd been emailing for a few weeks when I'd posted a CL ad to get some more action after I took care of Mr. Kisser.  It's a small town in a rural area.  Not so small that it doesn't have a Days Inn and Econo Lodge.

Anyway he comes in the room looking like a farm boy.  He disrobes a bit and I nuzzle his package thru his boxer briefs.  Eventually I pull those down and I start sucking his cock - cuz, as you know, I'm a cock sucker.  As I sucked his cock I occasionally made eye contact. He's stoic and I'm not sure he's enjoying it or just nervous.  He's got a wonderfully hairy muscular chest and I worked my way up till I could lay on top of him, face to face.  He sucked and worked my nipples, getting me all worked up. Soon he's going back and forth between my nipples.  I'm squirming on top of him.  His

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

I'm his whore

Oh he's fun.
It's been since Jan 2014 since he's stopped by.  I had an ad up this morning and he emailed me directly. As we went up the stairs to the playroom he asked if I was ready to suck some cock.  This was a good sign.  No further miscellaneous chit chat.  He's got a nice thick cock.  Has to be 7in.

"On your knees whore."

Damn I love that. I went to work on his cock.  He liked me gagging on it and insisted I worship his cock.  Exactly the kind of hot talk I like.  He fucked my face and cock slapped me. Lots of forcing his cock in my mouth.  Then he had me put a condom on him and ride his cock for a bit.  All the while telling him how good his cock felt, etc.
He flipped me over and took me from behind. Held my head down and talked shit to me while he fucked me.  Sometimes fast, sometimes slow.  After he came I removed the condom, cleaned his cock and thanked him.

Saturday, November 28, 2015

Happy Thanksgiving from your faggot

I wrote the Men of the faggot users club notes telling them why I was thankful for their use.


Happy Thanksgiving from your faggot.

I am thankful for you letting me suck your cock.
I am thankful for the times you squeeze my nipples.

I am thankful for the ways you talk dirty to me, calling me faggot and cocksucker, while I suck your cock.

I am thankful for the ways in which you paddle me.
I am thankful for the harsh paddlings in the principals office.
Thank you for being the one that disciplines me when I misbehave.

I'm thankful for the times you stop by to use me to get off.
I'm thankful for when you want me naked and bent over waiting for you.
I'm thankful for your cock and your cum.

Thank you for letting me service your cock 9 times this year.

I am thankful for the times you've stopped by to use me.
I am thankful for the ways in which you remind me that I am just a faggot whore, whose purpose is to service Real Men such as yourself.
Thank you for fucking my face and hole.
Thank you for using me twice in recent months.

I am thankful that you stopped by to make use of me a few months back.
I am thankful for the ways in which you use me.
I am thankful for you sharing your cock and cum with me.

I am thankful for the times you've stopped by to use me.
I am thankful for the way you look at me when you fuck my face.
I am thankful for the way you grab my head as you use my mouth.
I am thankful for your cock and your cum.
Thank you for letting me service you 3 times this year.

I am thankful for the times in which you've made rough use of me.
I am thankful for the ways in which you call me faggot and remind me of my place.
I am thankful for the ways in which you fuck all my holes.
I am thankful for all the times you've coated my face with your cum.
I am thankful for your cock and your cum.
I am also thankful to know that you have range and that we might have different interactions.
Thank you for using me 5 times this year.

I am thankful for the times when you visited and made use of me.
I am thankful for the ways in which you jack hammer my throat.
I am thankful for the times when you humiliated me by making me swallow your cum.
I am thankful for the times when you let me wear your cum on my face.
I am thankful for the times you fucked my ass and reminded me that I am a faggot.
I am thankful for your cock and cum.
Thank you for using me 4 times this year.

I am thankful for your attention and reminding me that my place is to service Men.

Happy Thanksgiving, Sir



Tuesday, November 24, 2015

It's not about me

I love being his faggot slut.
His cock and balls are wonderful and I love making him feel good.

I can't wait to service him today.  I'm going to give him a good long blow job before I climb on top of his cock and ride it.


 He loves it when I lick from the bottom of his ballsac to the tip of his cock.  Truth be told I love it also.  When I ride it I'm gonna make it last for him.  Slowing down when I think he's getting close before starting up again.


Maybe even climbing off of it and sucking it some more.  Maybe I'll keep doing this, waiting for him to flip me on my back and pound out my fuckhole till he shoots deep inside me.




Things would go differently if this was about me and my pleasure.  If it was, I wouldn't ride him.  I'd have him take me from behind.  I love being fucked this way.


I love having my nipples worked hard.  If it was about me he'd suck and chew on my nipples, driving me crazy.


It's not about me though.  If it was about me my hands would be restrained behind my back.  If it was, he'd fuck my ass as well as my front hole.  It's not. If it was about me, we'd end with him giving me a hot facial.


It's not about me. This is all about him being serviced and pleasured by this 3-holed faggot slut.

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Worshiping His Ass


Worshiping His Ass
I press my face between his cheeks and inhale. His odour is neutrally masculine, somewhat reminiscent of Irish Springs soap, and it elicits from my body an immediate response. My breasts swell and my nipples harden; my clit swells, emerging from its hood, and pussy lips engorge, blossoming outwards to glisten wetly against the silken fabric of my panties. I dart my tongue out, tasting the sweat of a hard day spent at the office, and slip a hand into my panties. As he lowers his weight upon my face, I masturbate myself frantically, exploring the smooth skin between his ass and his balls as I do so. Above me, impossibly far away, he groans in satisfaction, and I feel a rush of pride. He is a great man—powerful and influential—and I am lucky to be allowed the privilege of eating his ass.
Our sessions don’t last long, never more than half an hour, and they usually occur at a downtown hotel close to our respective offices. Of course, the management would freak out if they knew what went on behind the closed doors of the corporate suite, but we’re always careful not to be seen together (I leave ten minutes after him). Not that it affect my career, but I would rather die than embarrass him or negatively impact his life in any way, shape or form. He is my Master, my White God, and pleasing him gives my life meaning and purpose like nothing else ever could.
When I need to take a breath—I try to do so as infrequently as possible—I rub the inside of his thighs and he lifts himself briefly off my face. Such moments are bittersweet: I need to breathe to survive, that’s a given, but my survival instinct clashes with my will, my desire to serve, which demands I somehow learn to do without or get what I need from his body alone. However, as it stands, I suck in as quick a breath as possible, then return my nose between his cheeks and resume licking and sucking as though my life depends on it.
If I’m supremely lucky, or if I’ve done a good job, or sometimes if he’s feeling magnanimous (or a combination of all the above), he’ll let me suck his cock as a reward. But it is a rare treat, and I can count the number of times it’s happened on one hand, and today is not one of those occasions. Instead, while I eagerly lap his puckered asshole, he jerks himself off and cums on my chest. I feel it splatter, hot and sticky, across my tits, and that alone is enough to make me cum. I convulse beneath him, bucking my hips wildly as pleasure replaces all rational thought, and I bury my tongue as deeply into his ass as I can.
By the time I come back to my senses, he’s already dressed and is getting ready to leave. I’m still on the bed, still naked, his cum now dried to my dark skin. I thank him for his gift of precious seed, he smiles, and is gone. I get up, get dressed, and leave, wondering how long it will be before I get the chance to worship his ass again.

Saturday, September 19, 2015

faggot hat trick

Between last night and this afternoon, the 2 Men who I've serviced the most both stopped by.

The Man I call Mr. Kisser stopped by late last night.  He hadn't fed me a load in 2 weeks.  Started out blowing him.  Porn was playing so he sat on the edge of the bed as I worked his cock. He reached down a few times and squeezed my nipples. I so love that.  It makes me moan and squirm.  There was a mirror leaning against the wall.  I wondered if this was giving Mr. Kisser a view of my ass as I sucked his cock. Eventually he laid back and enjoyed my mouth. The moans he was making were an encouragement for me to do an even better job sucking his cock. I knew he was getting close so I tried to make it last a tiny bit longer but soon I knew it was time to ask him to fuck me.  Good thing I asked because I'd forgotten to ask to suck his cock.  Moments later I was on my back doubled over and his cock was in my hole.  No lube so it was a bit of a rough entry.  I'm a tad twisted so I like that stuff.  He didn't last long before he unloaded.  We joked that he was a 3 pump chump.  I didn't see it that way.  I knew he didn't have a lot of time so my goal was to get his nutt as quickly as possible. (Not to worry, there have been other times with him that I've done my best to make it last as long as possible. I was just trying to be a good faggot.)  He stayed in my hole for a while as we talked and kissed. Our only mutual regret was that he didn't make my hole more sore due to the lack of lube.

Saturday, September 12, 2015

Whimpering

My ad said:

Make this FTM whimper 

Do you like it when they whimper because of how you pound their holes? Do you like to use them hard and use them up? This FTM faggot wants to service your cock. I'll suck you hard and then beg for you to fuck me in whatever hole you want. Make me gag. Make me whimper.

Looking for hung White Men over the age of 35. DDFI'm a horny Black FTM faggot of average build. Intelligent, clean and discreet. I host. You pound.Not looking to get eaten or fingered.



To which he replied....

Whimper faggot

Oh yeah, you bet I love to hear them whimper!  The woman I was with on Wednesday was gasping and whimpering while I fucked her puss so deep and hard as I pounded her.  God I love to hear that while I am fucking a cunt.  So is this what u want faggot?  You want to take the hung dick in the pic in ur hands and stroke it and then slide ur lips around it and get it steel hard and then slide it down ur throat?  Do u want me to fuck u with u on your back with your legs wide open or from the rear as I ride ur sweet black ass driving so deep u will think it will cum up ur throat?  And, yes, I have done this before.  55 bi-wm, 195lbs, muscular, 8.5 by 5.5 inches shaved and smooth cock.  DD and smoke free.  I WILL make you gag and whimper!  Are u up for it?  

Saturday, August 8, 2015

He dropped his pants

Had a new Man today.  He'd answered an ad back in June.  Finally got around to wanting some I guess.  Anyway the exchange with him was pretty quick, which was good.  I had to leave the house in an hour from when he first contacted me. He was 36 yo. Good looking guy.  Nice body.  Rarely hooked up. He was curious about my oral skills and whether my holes were really tight.

He dropped his pants and I sucked his shaved cock (and occasionally licked his balls).  His cock was a good length.  Not long enough to go down my throat but certainly a mouth full.  He stood with his hands on his hips enjoying my efforts and occasionally the porn I had playing.

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

You like that cock don't you

MrPainal stopped by this afternoon.  It was a quick last minute type of thing. We didn't have a set time, only an acknowledgement that we'd fuck sometime today.  Next thing I know he texts me that he's ready.  I barely had time to clean out.

I knelt before him and asked to suck his cock. I'm trying to remember to ask to suck cock and ask to be fucked each time.  I like having a ritual. It reminds me that I'm a cock whore. Hopefully it gives the Man no doubt that I want his cock and defines who has the power in this exchange.  I like being the faggot, on my knees, hungry for cock and hoping that I'll be lucky enough to get it.  So often it seems like Men are the ones hoping to find a hole to sink their cocks into.  I want to switch up that dynamic.  Give him the power and control over me, the cock hungry faggot on my knees before him.
As I sucked his cock and licked his balls, he rubbed himself all over my face.  "You like that cock, don't you?" "You're a good little cock sucker." MrPainal gives such good verbal.  I'd respond as best I could with my mouth full of cock.  He'd reach down once or twice to squeeze a nipple.  I love that and would make appreciative noises.

He looked down at me and asked, "You want to get fucked?"
"Yes, please fuck me Sir"

He put on a condom and I bent over the edge of the bed.  I reached back and spread my cheeks so he could access his intended target.  With only the barest amount of spit he pushed into my ass and the fucking began. We adjusted once and I knelt on the edge of the bed.  I reached back again and spread my ass cheeks. The fucking went pretty smoothly.  I whimpered and moaned. After a bit, he paused and pulled out.  When he went back in there was definitely more friction (and more whimpering on my part). All the while he was reminding me that this is what I wanted and needed. To be fucked with only the barest amount of lubricant, in this case his spit.
Then he found his rhythm and started pounding my hole. He reamed me, came and fucked me just a bit more. On my knees I watched him pull off the condom and then cleaned his cock with my mouth.

Yes it was quick. Other than a few tweaks of my nipples, there was no reciprocation.  No reach around to stroke my little dick.  MrPainal came to use my ass and that's exactly what he did.  I enjoyed it. Generally MrPainal and I aim for the fucking to be as uncomfortable as possible. There was no warm up for my ass, no playing with the hole to prepare it.  I'm sure that having just cleaned out made it easier for me.  If I'd had my way, I'd have cleaned out an hour or more before he arrived, so my ass would be nice and tight. The lack of lube would have been more pronounced. However, like I said, it's not about me. It's about the Man and his cock using the holes I have to get off.

Do you prefer anal with or without lube?  Have you ever given or received painal?
Leave a comment below.

Thursday, July 23, 2015

Pounding Fury

He's young.  Younger than I prefer but Mr. Fury knows how to fuck a face.
I had begged him to cum use me. Then when he arrived, I begged to suck his cock.  And that's what I got to do, at first.  I sucked him hard.  Then he decided he wanted a toy in my ass so I got one for him and he bent me over the bed and worked it inside my ass. Next he had me sit against the wall and spread my legs.  For a moment I was well aware of what was in my ass.  Then he got in position.  His cock in my mouth pinning my head to the wall and his knees on my chest pinning my body to the wall as well. He took a few tentative strokes getting me used to his cock, giving me a chance to thoroughly wet it. When he'd had enough of that he began to jack hammer his cock into the back of my mouth.  He fills my mouth such that I can't breathe. Luckily the first volley wasn't too long but it did have me gagging and then I'd get a break to breathe.  Well more like take a breath before he started again.  It seemed like once he got me gagging he'd pick up the pace. I'd gag and choke on his cock. Spit dripping down my chin and onto my chest.  I still had use of my hands so I could push him back and turn my head when I needed to breathe. But as soon as I had that breath, he was back to hammering his cock into my mouth.

Monday, July 20, 2015

He wanted me bent over and ready

He's a regular, in so much as we've hooked up 15 or 16 times since 2013. He'd emailed yesterday and wanted to stop by. Sir Dennis has recently decided that demerits accumulated on a Sunday are doubled. I did a quick demerit calculation to see what it was going to cost me (since I'm already 160 in the hole) and decided it was do-able.  Unfortunately he was derailed so Sunday was a bust.  I emailed him this morning and he was available to cum over.

Via email he indicated he wanted to walk in and find me bent over and ready.  He also wanted some toys that he could stick in my holes.  I got everything ready, including playing some porn for him.  I added clothespins on my nipples and a blindfold, bent over the bed and waited for him.  Being blindfolded makes me feel a bit vulnerable but it also let's me focus on exactly what's happening between my legs and not much else.

I heard him come up the stairs but didn't hear him moving around.  It was surprising when he put his hand on my ass.  He explored playing with the toys in my holes.  He put the balls in my ass and then fucked my bonus hold with the dildo, while occasionally playing with my little dick.  As a faggot, for use by Men, I enjoyed him doing whatever he wanted with my holes.  I was there for his use and enjoyment.
He had me turn over onto my back and he continued to work my hole with the dildo.  I held my legs open so he had all the access he wanted.  I tried once or twice to hold the dildo in while he seemed to be doing something else, but he moved my hands away.  My holes were his and he didn't need me interfering. Then with the dildo still in my bonus hole he added in his cock and fucked me this way for a bit.  I moaned about how full I felt.  Finally he was done playing and I think both toys were removed and he just fucked me. Then I stayed as I was, holding my legs open as he cleaned up, dressed and left.  I love it when I can get used and never see the Man.  It's such a rush.  Maybe next time I should add the ball gag.

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Saturday, July 4, 2015

Demerits 2

After Sir Dennis paddled me last time I still had 100 demerits to work off.  I knew I'd be seeing Mr, Kisser Sunday, the day after but that was the extent of my plans.  Hooking up with Mr, Kisser is always going to result in double digit demerits.  This time it was 14.   Turns out that was all the action I got all week.  Then Saturday it was rainy and not conducive to hiking or bike riding and I was horny so I posted a CL ad.  It's extra points for doing a new Man so the one hookup I got from that was also a 14 pointer.  An extra 28 was manageable and didn't seem to bad.  I kept Sir Dennis apprised of my 'bad' behaviour and the increasing demerit tally.

Monday, a Man I'd serviced almost a year ago emailed and wanted to stop by.  I had figured he was a one and done type, even though he'd emailed once or twice since trying to hook up.  Monday it finally worked out and my demerit tally was now 136.  That would be a fine total to stop at.  Then Mr, Kisser emailed and I'm always eager to service him.  As we were working things out I figured it'd be another 14 demerits.  It wasn't though.  It turned out to be 22!  If I'd actually added it up beforehand I'd have known it was going to be more than 14.  Maybe I would have made a different choice, but I didn't.  E1 did email but the timing didn't work so luckily the demerit total stood at 158.

158!  Holy cow.  I was embarrassed to tell Sir Dennis, but I did. After all there's no point and no fun in not telling him.  I was actually worried though about what he'd think when he realized what a cock whore I am.

Sir Dennis emailed me instructions as to how things would go and also reminded me to bring my paddles.  I was simultaneously eager and dreading our next session.  About an hour before I needed to get ready I laid down on my bed (on my stomach) and thought about how my ass was going to feel and how the demerit swats would hurt and sting. I got turned on but decided to hold off on jacking

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

15 minutes away

Yep the faggot earned more demerits yesterday.  He was trying to keep the number down, but he's also not allowed to say no if a Man wants to use him. The faggot had some free time yesterday afternoon so he was getting ready to take a nap when a Man contacted him.  This Man used him once before about a year ago.  The Man had been trying recently to arrange a time to stop by and use the faggot but his schedule was getting in the way.  This time it worked out for the Man.  Just before laying down for a nap the Man contacted the faggot.  The faggot responded and determined the Man was 15 minutes away.  No nap for the faggot.  LOL.  The faggot got cleaned up and made sure the play room was ready.  Faggot also started playing some porn on the TV.

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Rough and a bit mean

I wrote the following description of what it's like with Mr. Mean for one of my other regulars.  I thought I'd share it here.

Mr. Mean's rough and a bit mean.  He is not nice. He never smiles and usually doesn't even say hi when he arrives.

Monday, June 22, 2015

Demerits

I was reading Wank of the Day and at the end of one of the posts she said "it has an impact on the number of lashes of Mike’s belt that I receive as a result of being unable to control my sluttiness.".  Being punished for being used sounded like a really fun game and it works nicely with my faggot users club fantasy.  So I put together a scoring card and added it to one of my f.u.c. posts.  I, of course couldn't resist scoring the hook ups I'd had this month.  126.  Wow that seems like a lot.  It wasn't a big leap to posting a CL ad for a spanking.

I got a good number of responses.  I didn't get too anal about a pic and stats since I was mostly looking for a spanking.  A couple Men had FTM experience which is always helpful.  Another seemed to be an experienced player.  It eventually worked out with him.  He's Sir Dennis.

I stripped off my shorts leaving me in my assless shorts/briefs/jock and I left my t-shirt on.  He showed me his collection of paddles, taking time to talk about each. There were almost 20 in there I'm sure.  Plus a hairbrush.  Gotta love it when a Man is passionate about something.

In our email exchange he'd agreed to give me a strike for each of my demerits.  My 126 demerits.  But not until AFTER he'd had fun spanking and paddling me.  This was going to be a painful experience.   Then he added more demerits because I'd forgotten to bring my paddles and we were up to 150.  Something else came up and we were to 185 so I suggested we just do 200. Sheesh.  This was going to take a while.  Then he had me pick out the 10 paddles that I'd get 15 strokes with each.  UGH.  From the others I'd receive 7 or 8 strokes.  OMG, intends to use every paddle he has!

Thursday, June 4, 2015

another scene with R

Headed to Nashville this weekend for another scene with R.
When it was time I unlocked the door and waited on my knees, as instructed.  I was content to wait there for a while and I did.  Eventually I heard him come in.  He seemed in a huff and I soon found out why.  I'd given him the wrong address.  Shit!  I hate screwing up and especially in situations like this. Dammit.  I wanted to fall on the floor and beg forgiveness but I stayed rooted to where I was.  I believe while R was expressing his displeasure with my screwup that he slapped my face a few times.

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Pathicus

Pathicus: A male who endures, who suffers, who gets penetrated sexually and used.

"the pathicus might be seen as more akin to the sexual masochist in his experience of pleasure. He might be penetrated orally or anally by a man or by a woman with a dildo, but showed no desire for penetrating nor having his own penis stimulated." From Wikipedia



This is my new favorite word.  I might have to change the name displayed on my email to Pathicus.

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Cuz my balls r full

I was leaving the gym this morning and got a text from Mr. Kisser.
"How soon can u b ready 2 fuck? I Need 2 show, fuck ur front hole, cum n go faggot"

Oh man did that make my little dick hard. I love it, love it, love it when Men want something quick and urgent.  I thought I might have missed his window of opportunity.

"25 or 30 min 2 get 2 u, then 10 min 2 fuck. Maybe less cuz my balls r full"

Saturday, May 2, 2015

He shoved his cock

He stopped by again today.  We've started talking a bit more about what turns us on.  So today, I put wrist restraints on before he arrived.  I also put clothes pins on my nipples.

Sunday, April 26, 2015

Mr. Kisser

I got 4 new Men out of last weeks CL ad.  One from out of town, who I hope let's me know when he visits again. The 2nd one, local who loved fucking ass.  He's got a nice thick cock and I hope he contacts me again but I suspect he won't.  The 3rd, was a 1-n-done for me.  The 4th was fan-fucking-tastic.  His intro pic wasn't terrible but not really hot either.  It was a torso shot of him holding his cock with a pair of white basketball shorts pulled down just enough to get his cock out. However it was enough to show he's got the type of build I like. His pic and emails had me thinking he was a mid-30's Man.  He seemed very certain that we'd have a good time. Most Men, if they don't hook up with you right away, they're not going to ever hook up with you. Rare is the Man who answers an ad and then actually shows up 3+ days later.  This Man did though.

When I saw him at the meeting place he was not at all what I was expecting.  Definitely older, but in the right range (late 40's) and really quite hot.  I was looking forward to this.
Turns out when we got down to business he was a lot of fun.  Smiling, easy going.  Lots of touching and kissing, which is highly unusual for me.  Most hookups I make a big deal about 'being used'.  Didn't really stress it with this Man.  I loved the touching.  He's got a short beard and mustache and I love kissing Men like that.  I got to touch and lick and kiss lots of his body.  I really liked being able to enjoy his body that way.
I forgot to send him my standard blurb which includes "I'm not interested in being fingered or eaten." I usually tell Men this for several reasons, one of which, is that most of that stuff doesn't turn me on.  (Now if a Man knows I don't get off on it and still does it, well then he's doing it because it's what he enjoys.  In that case, go for it!) I hadn't negotiated this up front (and it's not something that leaves me feeling violated) so it seems bad form to say 'oops, you don't get to do that'.  To me, it's all part of being GGG.
Anyway, this Man was good.  Fantastic actually.  I sucked his cock. He fucked me.  I sucked his cock some more. Once or twice he was fucking me and sucking a nipple at the same time.  Oh I was such a lucky faggot. I also got pinned by his cock a few times.  My head wasn't off the bed but I was on my back and he's laid down over me with his cock in my mouth.  Oh how I love struggling on a cock and his cock in particular. Most of the time when I'm on my back getting fucked I keep my eyes closed.  This time I enjoyed watching him. It was great to watch his face as he came.  I enjoyed cleaning his cock with my mouth afterward.

At the end we had the very direct discussion about STDs and behaviour and now I can't wait to go bare with this Man.  He also seems to be interested in 3-ways and him and Y would be a fantastic combination!



To find out more about Black Faggot, read the About Me section.


Saturday, April 25, 2015

A week full of cock

I've been wanting to add more BDSM to my hook ups.  Looking for them to be rougher, include spanking (to start with) and bondage.  Looking for that on CL can be really dicey so I first looked on FetLife in a 'personals' group.  That didn't pan out so I put up a profile on CollarSpace. That resulted in a good number of fresh meat inquiries.  Had some great week long email exchanges.  This got me really horny and I decided to post a regular hookup ad on CL.  I had been trying to wait till it had been 2 months since I'd been fucked before I posted an ad.  I only lasted 1 month.  LOL

From the ad, 2 of my regulars stopped by on Thursday (one of which was Mr.None). However I also got the out of town guy I gave room service to Friday and Saturday night.  Sunday a Man stopped by to fuck my ass (and it was great!).  Then I thought I'd taken the ad down but turns out I didn't and a guy contacted me on Monday.  I did him but that was probably not a good choice.  LOL  Mr. Mean stopped by later and made good use of me.  And on Tuesday I rested and I think my horniness was sated.  Wednesday another regular J-pop stopped by and fed me a load.

All in all that was 8 hookups with 7 Men. Yep, I was a cock whore for that week.  However it is all about balance.  Prior to that I'd had only one hook up, a suck n swallow in 3 weeks or so.

Back to CollarSpace....
Had a couple possibilities there.  2 were out of town.  1 of which wanted me to let him tie me up so he could beat me.  I passed on that one.  It just doesn't make sense to me to a) drive to another city/state and get a hotel room so b) a man I don't even know his name (and he was reluctant to supply) could c) tie me up using his restraints and d) never mentioned limits or safewords, etc.
It's not like I've never gone out of state for a hook up. But when I did, from our email exchanges and his attitude, I could tell he was another skilled experienced BDSM player.  Not some yahoo who wants to keep bottoms chained up in his basement when not in use.

 The other couldn't quite make his life work enough to commit to a date.  My guess is he never will.  A 3rd is more local and we're still talking.

To find out more about Black Faggot, read the About Me section.

Thursday, April 23, 2015

using faggots like me

The good thing about using faggots like me

1) You say when and they drop what they're doing and are ready

2) You can just sit back and enjoy (no reciprocation, no girly bullshit like having to say I love  you)


3) No fake promises (like I won’t sleep with your sister again, it was just a one off)

4) No after-talk, no thank you, just dress and leave.  He'll clean the mess up

5) A fag is desperate for your cock - you can make him do anything just at the thought of the possibility of being allowed to Suck your cock



Tumblr post....

http://2gagthefag.tumblr.com/post/113264184750/the-good-thing-about-using-fags-1-you-say-where

Saturday, April 18, 2015

Late Night Room Service

I met this Man thru my CL ad.  He was coming into town for the weekend.  While my ad was a basic I suck, you fuck' ad this Man turned out to be kinky.  I went to his hotel room around 11:30PM which is unusual for me.  However I was focused on servicing a White Man, so if the Man wanted a late night room service, that's what he got.

Thursday, April 16, 2015

Suck my dick in 10 minutes

He's come by a couple times.  He saw my ad up this morning and emailed asking if I'd had any success.  When I hadn't, he told me (yep, told me, not asked) to suck him in 10 minutes. My place is right on his way to work. He knows I like being used and I like his direct no nonesense approach. I, of course said yes.  How could I do otherwise, he's got a great cock.  He gave a few more instructions and in less than 10 minutes I was naked on my knees waiting for him. It was just like how I'd posted in using faggots like me. I dropped what I was doing so that I could service him.

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Stress relief tips for Men

Stress relief tips for Men:

1. Find a local experienced cocksucker*

2. Grab cocksucker by the head and roughly face fuck him


Monday, March 23, 2015

Found him

Found him.

His emails and texts had a very dominant aggressive tone.  Our texts had gotten pretty hot, pretty fast.  I was eager to service him.  He'd said he'd be by between 4 and 5.  Next thing I knew, it was 2:15 and he was on his way over.

He didn't smile or speak when he came in, just followed me to the play space.  I stripped off my shorts and waited for him on my knees.  He didn't take off any of his clothes, just unzipped and

Saturday, March 14, 2015

Looking for Chad

I'm looking for Chad because he was rough and dominant

My ads almost always include the words dominant and rough. The tricks I pick up though usually aren't. Not sure why. Maybe the Men aren't really into that. They just want to suck n fuck. Maybe they're afraid to let loose and really be rough or at least selfishly use me for their own pleasure.

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

No facial for me

E1 and I'd been emailing.  I told him about the hook up earlier this week and said I was in the mood for a facial.  It's been a while since a Man has wasted his cum on my face, especially since I've learned to swallow.  Still, sometimes I like being marked with cum.  It's visable proof of what a faggot I am.

Sunday, March 1, 2015

Basement blow job

Last time I'd hooked up with him was back in August.  I had a house guest this week so I'd sent an email out to the regulars letting them know that I'd really only be able to blow them.  It's been really cold this week so I figured I wouldn't get many takers.  This Man replied back today saying a blow job sounded great.  I was very pleased to hear from him.  He's got a really nice cock and body. Plus he's got a rough masculine look that really works for me.

Sunday, February 8, 2015

Blindfolded

First it was CF.  He's a bigger guy. More belly than most. I'd only hooked up with him once before back in October.  I liked how he fucked my face so kept him on the radar.  He'd emailed a few weeks ago for a hook up but I wasn't paying very close attention to my email and missed the opportunity. 
Once in the play space I dropped to my knees and went to work on his cock.  It wasn't long before his hands were on my head guiding me and setting the pace.  He holds my head nice and firm.  It's not hap hazard.  He's not pretending.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Rough Sunday

I had a feeling that T2 might be good with things being uncomfortable or perhaps even a bit painful for me so I texted him about painal.  He was into it and we got each other turned on, texting back and forth about painal. In the process I was able to find a couple videos of women experiencing painal. He decided to drive down and fuck my ass without lube.
I got the playroom ready. I also cleaned out my ass.  This is something I do whenever there is time and I think my ass might get fucked.  Usually I make sure everything is ready to go by fucking my ass with a dildo that's often stuck to the wall in the bathroom.  I skipped this step since I didn't want to introduce any lube.
I texted him directions to my house but then when I didn't hear from him after an hour, I figured something had come up and he was going to no show.  I was quite surprised to hear from him about 2.5 hrs later that he was here.  By that time I'm pretty sure my ass is no longer loosened up like it was after cleaning out.  This was going to be a pretty interesting experience, uncomfortable for sure.  How painful remained to be seen.
We got upstairs and I started some porn.  First up my favorite painal video.  After that there might have been another short video.  Then Get My Belt, part IV w/ Skin Diamond. I got to work sucking his cock while he watched the porn.  At first he would occasionally fuck my face. Then he started smacking and fingering my ass.  I'm usually not a fan of having either hole fingered but there was a purpose to this and frankly I was happy he was gonna loosen me up a bit with his fingers.

T2 also gives good verbal. He kept telling me how he was gonna fuck my ass, stretch me open and leave me gaping.  He makes good use of cock whore, cock sucker and faggot.  He also squeezes my nips really hard.  All of this gets me moaning and squirming.  I of course can't talk back because his cock is stuffed in my mouth.

He appreciates my oral skills and loves rubbing his cock and balls all over my face.  I not only sucked his cock, taking it as far back into my mouth as possible, but I also licked and sucked his balls.  I managed to get both balls in my mouth at the same time and he seemed to like that. I worked hard on his cock.  Licking, sucking, swallowing, etc.


Eventually he gets up and gets a condom.  I know what's coming next and start whimpering as I get into position. Next thing, his cock is invading my ass aided only by whatever minimal amount of useless lube is on the condom.  He fucks in and out a bit and it's quite uncomfortable.  I think he might have added some spit to get things moving just a bit.  He says he wants to cum but in order to do so he's going to have to really ream my ass. More whimpering from me.  Then even more as he does just that.  He pounds my ass - with no damn lube!  This went on for longer than I'd have wanted, but that's kinda the point.  It wasn't supposed to be fun or pleasurable for me. He did cum, eventually.  As he cleans up and gets dressed I lay on the bed feeling my ass ache.

After he leaves I check my phone and there's a text from Dee.  We'd been texting back a forth earlier in the week and had tentative plans for some use and abuse on Sunday.  However the last couple texts I'd sent him had gone unanswered and I hadn't heard from him since Tuesday.  I figured he'd changed his mind about hooking up.

Dee and I had played once before, back in the summer. He said he liked being dominant and in control.  He'd fucked me past the point of fun to the point where I can only endure it cuz I'm just a hole that's being used.  He's also spits in my face in a way that really turns me on.

So, 30 minutes after T2 leaves Dee arrives.  I was already pretty wiped from T2's rough treatment.  Not sure how I was going to manage 2 rough sex scenes back to back.  I'm a good faggot though and my job is to make my holes available, and so I did.  I was hoping he'd just use my bonus hole but I was wrong.  He'd texted during the week that he wanted all 3 holes... mouth, front hole and ass.  I started the porn again - the same stuff, and got on my knees and went to work on his cock.  He too reached around, smacked my ass and fingered my asshole.  Then the spit started.  He'd have me look up at him with my mouth full of his cock and he'd dribble spit onto my face.  I sucked his cock and his balls and he rubbed them all over my face.  That plus the spit was making my face feel a mess.
It wasn't too long before he had a condom and had me bent over.  He added some lube (Oh thank goodness for lube) and started in my bonus hole. Ok that felt kinda good. Then he went after my ass.  My poor tired ass that had already been used and abused.  He fucked it a couple times.   Next I was on my back, knees up by my ears as he fucks the bonus hole some more.  Then he stands up, strokes his cock and starts slapping my hole and little dick.  Definitely not pleasurable for me, but really hot to be used this way. He gets a rhythm going where he slaps down on my dick and bonus hole and then slaps my asshole on the up stroke.  He didn't just do this one or two times either.  He did it quite a bit.  Occasionally spitting on my holes as well.  To mix it up a bit he started spitting on my face again. He moved to where he was kneeling near my head and continued to stroke himself and spit on my face.  My face was getting covered in spit, Occasionally he'd make sure to spread the spit all over my face with his hand.


On the one hand who would want to be spit on?  It's gross and disgusting and makes me feel dirty.  I mean, who lets someone spit in their face?  At the same time though, it's hot to feel so dirty and to be used like that.  Yeah I'm a twisted fuck, liking this shit.

There I am, getting spit on and having my holes hit.  I make a number of attempts to beg Dee to cum.  He's unimpressed with my efforts and says he'll cum whenever he's ready.  Eventually though and without warning he did just that.  He came on my face. I was caught off guard so only caught the tail end of it in my mouth.  True to form, he rubbed the cum all over my face, mixing it with the spit.  He told me to leave it there till he left.

My holes ached and my face was covered in spit and cum.  I was a well used faggot today.









Saturday, January 24, 2015

Friday, January 23, 2015

It's just that simple



Joe
YOU AVAILABLE


black faggot
I'm available at 12:30. Will that work for you?


Joe
yes it will. how owuld you like to be fucked today


Sunday, January 11, 2015

The Cocksucker’s Pledge

  1. I WILL SWALLOW unless otherwise instructed. A Man’s cum deserves it as does the Man himself. Swallowing reinforces the bond and the position between Man and cocksucker. 

Saturday, January 10, 2015

First of 2015

Happy New Year.  Mine started out with me getting to fuck a couple of my friends on or around New Years Day. I had fun fucking both of them and if all goes well I'll get to fuck both of them next weekend.  Yay me.