Early Morning Dan

He rarely comes by, mostly because he has hours opposite of mine. Sometimes there’s an email from him when I wake up in the morning. Usually written around 2:30am, inquiring, if by chance, I’m up.  I’m not. This morning I woke up early even though it was a holiday. Thanks a lot Alexa. Thought I had turned off the alarm. I replied that I was sorry to have missed him and he got back to me saying that he was still in the area and would be able to stop by in 15 minutes. So I jumped in the shower and got ready for him.  I appreciated this because even if he bailed or was delayed I would likely be done with him by 8:30a. Leaving me all morning to do as I had planned.

His tatted body was on the bed and he watch the TS porn I had playing. I crawled between his legs and started working on his dick. I very much enjoy feeling a dick grow and lengthen in my mouth. I worked my tongue up and down the shaft while I kept him in my mouth. Took him into my throat once he was fully hard. He remarked that I was a good little faggot for taking his cock so deep. I moaned in thanks. He must have noticed the latex gloves by the bed. When I got up to turn on the ceiling fan he asked me to glove up and put a finger in his ass while I sucked him. So I did is ask. Gently working my finger in and out of his ass while I continued to suck on his wonderful 7+in cock. It must have felt really good because soon I was treated to a mouth full of hot jizz. Part of me was just a little disappointed because I love being fucked by his cock. He pounds my hole so nicely. However the important part was he got his nutt and I had gotten to taste his cum. I was satisfied and happy to have gotten to service his cock.

He got up and went to the en suite bathroom to clean up. When he came back he was starting to get hard again. I asked if I could suck him some more and he agreed. As I went to my knees I saw him reaching for a condom and I was happy at the thought he might make use of it. Sure enough as I sucked him he unwrapped it. Then he stepped back and started putting the condom on. I bent over the end of the bed and he had my front hole from behind. Oh his dick felt so good in my hole. It’s a really nice size and he knows how to use it. He fucked me nicely with some good hard poundings. I was moaning and thanking him. Telling him how good his cock felt. Eventually he pulled out, removed the condom and I cleaned him with my mouth. He washed up in the bathroom, dressed and left. As he did I thanked him for stopping by and letting me have his cock. I’m a lucky faggot.

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You know what to do cocksucker

He's 5'10 and 175 with a decent cock and a red bush.  Nice guy.  Best I can tell he hooks up with me and one other guy.  When he emails though, he's really close by.  Rarely does he give me more than 30 minutes notice. This time he emailed at 2:50 to inquire if I was available. He responded with 'good cocksucker' when I said I was.  He was here less than 10 minutes later.

I really do have to drop everything when he emails and immediately go get ready.  I turn on the AC in the playroom and take a quick rinsing shower.  I've no idea what he'll want.  Usually it's just a suck and swallow.  However lately he's been breeding me.  In fact since I've let him take me bare he's been a bit more frequent user of my holes. It's been 3 weeks in a row that he's stopped by now. The first week he bred me.  The 2nd he fucked me but then had me suck him some more and painted my face with his cum. No telling what he'll do today.

I finish cleaning up and I notice he's already here.  I greet him wearing just a t-shirt.  I hope he'll work my nipples thru my shirt like I love.  However this isn't really about me and what I want.  Still I'm hopeful for some nipple attention.

He follows me upstairs.  It's summer time so he goes commando. I enjoy watching him take his shorts off.  I hang them up for him as he sits on the edge of the bed. His legs spread.  I kneel in front of him and he says 'You know what to do cocksucker'. And I do.  I start by gently licking his soft cock.  Nuzzling into his bush to lick the very base. He starts to stiffen up and I move to take him in my mouth. I go all the way down on his cock. Closing my lips around it once I reach the base. Then slowly draw back up. The first few strokes with my mouth are to get his cock wet so it slides easily along my lips.

Another night at the bathhouse

I walked into the sauna and there were two guys already there, sitting on the benches. I sat on the other one. A third guy walked in with his towel over his shoulder and started stroking his dick. I played with my nipple as I eyed him. Eventually the first guy reached out and started stroking the guy's dick for him. Next thing I know he was leaning over and sucking it. I started trash-talking him. Telling him to get on that cock. Suck that cock really good. A male/female couple came in sat down for a bit. The cocksucker got on his knees and sucked the guy's cock some more and also played with his nipples. This went on for a good bit. But then the guy got tired, said it was too much and left. I talked to the cocksucker some afterwards. Asked him if he liked being a fag and being on his knees sucking cock. He said he did and that it was especially thrilling for him when the woman walked in.

Later I saw the guy in the bleacher area. I asked him if he was the one getting sucked in the sauna and he said yes. I then offered to suck his cock some more and he invited me over. I stood on a lower level and bent over. He's a couple rows up.  My hands are on either side of his legs, I began the job of a 3-holed faggot.  He had a nice bod and was playing with his nips as I worked. His cock was also really nice. He had a fat PA and that was a bit of a challenge to work around.  Still I did my best. He

Ass pounding

I want you to destroy my asshole, baby. I want you to fucking demolish it. I want you to fuck me so hard, so long and so deep that you give me a permanent anal rosebud to show off to all of my fuck buddies. I want you to fuck into my asshole so deep and hard that you make me question my own sanity for ever letting your cock up inside me. I need you to hollow my ass out and then fill it up with your cum.

That's the email I sent to Mr. Painal after seeing the following:

http://slut-problems.tumblr.com/post/138157675026/i-want-you-to-destroy-my-asshole-baby-i-want-you

 Less than 2.5 hrs later he was here.

I started by sucking his cock while he watched the porn I had playing. Soon he had me sucking his balls and he started rubbing his cock all over my face.  Before he got rock hard I got his cock down my throat and he really liked that. Later it would be too big.  I must have a pretty small throat.
He started talking dirty to me.  Calling me cock sucker and faggot.  Telling me how much he liked rubbing his cock and balls on my face. The dirty talk made me start  whimpering and then he started roughly squeezing my nipples (which I love!). More whimpering from me.  The cock sucking turned into face fucking.

He took his cock in hand and continued to fuck my face, telling me that this was how he was soon going to fuck my ass.  That he was going to fuck my ass hard and without lube because he knew that was what I needed.

Happy Thanksgiving from your faggot

I wrote the Men of the faggot users club notes telling them why I was thankful for their use.


Happy Thanksgiving from your faggot.

I am thankful for you letting me suck your cock.
I am thankful for the times you squeeze my nipples.

I am thankful for the ways you talk dirty to me, calling me faggot and cocksucker, while I suck your cock.

I am thankful for the ways in which you paddle me.
I am thankful for the harsh paddlings in the principals office.
Thank you for being the one that disciplines me when I misbehave.

I'm thankful for the times you stop by to use me to get off.
I'm thankful for when you want me naked and bent over waiting for you.
I'm thankful for your cock and your cum.

Thank you for letting me service your cock 9 times this year.

I am thankful for the times you've stopped by to use me.
I am thankful for the ways in which you remind me that I am just a faggot whore, whose purpose is to service Real Men such as yourself.
Thank you for fucking my face and hole.
Thank you for using me twice in recent months.

I am thankful that you stopped by to make use of me a few months back.
I am thankful for the ways in which you use me.
I am thankful for you sharing your cock and cum with me.

I am thankful for the times you've stopped by to use me.
I am thankful for the way you look at me when you fuck my face.
I am thankful for the way you grab my head as you use my mouth.
I am thankful for your cock and your cum.
Thank you for letting me service you 3 times this year.

I am thankful for the times in which you've made rough use of me.
I am thankful for the ways in which you call me faggot and remind me of my place.
I am thankful for the ways in which you fuck all my holes.
I am thankful for all the times you've coated my face with your cum.
I am thankful for your cock and your cum.
I am also thankful to know that you have range and that we might have different interactions.
Thank you for using me 5 times this year.

I am thankful for the times when you visited and made use of me.
I am thankful for the ways in which you jack hammer my throat.
I am thankful for the times when you humiliated me by making me swallow your cum.
I am thankful for the times when you let me wear your cum on my face.
I am thankful for the times you fucked my ass and reminded me that I am a faggot.
I am thankful for your cock and cum.
Thank you for using me 4 times this year.

I am thankful for your attention and reminding me that my place is to service Men.

Happy Thanksgiving, Sir

He dropped his pants

Had a new Man today.  He'd answered an ad back in June.  Finally got around to wanting some I guess.  Anyway the exchange with him was pretty quick, which was good.  I had to leave the house in an hour from when he first contacted me. He was 36 yo. Good looking guy.  Nice body.  Rarely hooked up. He was curious about my oral skills and whether my holes were really tight.

He dropped his pants and I sucked his shaved cock (and occasionally licked his balls).  His cock was a good length.  Not long enough to go down my throat but certainly a mouth full.  He stood with his hands on his hips enjoying my efforts and occasionally the porn I had playing.

You like that cock don't you

MrPainal stopped by this afternoon.  It was a quick last minute type of thing. We didn't have a set time, only an acknowledgement that we'd fuck sometime today.  Next thing I know he texts me that he's ready.  I barely had time to clean out.

I knelt before him and asked to suck his cock. I'm trying to remember to ask to suck cock and ask to be fucked each time.  I like having a ritual. It reminds me that I'm a cock whore. Hopefully it gives the Man no doubt that I want his cock and defines who has the power in this exchange.  I like being the faggot, on my knees, hungry for cock and hoping that I'll be lucky enough to get it.  So often it seems like Men are the ones hoping to find a hole to sink their cocks into.  I want to switch up that dynamic.  Give him the power and control over me, the cock hungry faggot on my knees before him.
As I sucked his cock and licked his balls, he rubbed himself all over my face.  "You like that cock, don't you?" "You're a good little cock sucker." MrPainal gives such good verbal.  I'd respond as best I could with my mouth full of cock.  He'd reach down once or twice to squeeze a nipple.  I love that and would make appreciative noises.

He looked down at me and asked, "You want to get fucked?"
"Yes, please fuck me Sir"

He put on a condom and I bent over the edge of the bed.  I reached back and spread my cheeks so he could access his intended target.  With only the barest amount of spit he pushed into my ass and the fucking began. We adjusted once and I knelt on the edge of the bed.  I reached back again and spread my ass cheeks. The fucking went pretty smoothly.  I whimpered and moaned. After a bit, he paused and pulled out.  When he went back in there was definitely more friction (and more whimpering on my part). All the while he was reminding me that this is what I wanted and needed. To be fucked with only the barest amount of lubricant, in this case his spit.
Then he found his rhythm and started pounding my hole. He reamed me, came and fucked me just a bit more. On my knees I watched him pull off the condom and then cleaned his cock with my mouth.

Yes it was quick. Other than a few tweaks of my nipples, there was no reciprocation.  No reach around to stroke my little dick.  MrPainal came to use my ass and that's exactly what he did.  I enjoyed it. Generally MrPainal and I aim for the fucking to be as uncomfortable as possible. There was no warm up for my ass, no playing with the hole to prepare it.  I'm sure that having just cleaned out made it easier for me.  If I'd had my way, I'd have cleaned out an hour or more before he arrived, so my ass would be nice and tight. The lack of lube would have been more pronounced. However, like I said, it's not about me. It's about the Man and his cock using the holes I have to get off.

Do you prefer anal with or without lube?  Have you ever given or received painal?
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Pounding Fury

He's young.  Younger than I prefer but Mr. Fury knows how to fuck a face.
I had begged him to cum use me. Then when he arrived, I begged to suck his cock.  And that's what I got to do, at first.  I sucked him hard.  Then he decided he wanted a toy in my ass so I got one for him and he bent me over the bed and worked it inside my ass. Next he had me sit against the wall and spread my legs.  For a moment I was well aware of what was in my ass.  Then he got in position.  His cock in my mouth pinning my head to the wall and his knees on my chest pinning my body to the wall as well. He took a few tentative strokes getting me used to his cock, giving me a chance to thoroughly wet it. When he'd had enough of that he began to jack hammer his cock into the back of my mouth.  He fills my mouth such that I can't breathe. Luckily the first volley wasn't too long but it did have me gagging and then I'd get a break to breathe.  Well more like take a breath before he started again.  It seemed like once he got me gagging he'd pick up the pace. I'd gag and choke on his cock. Spit dripping down my chin and onto my chest.  I still had use of my hands so I could push him back and turn my head when I needed to breathe. But as soon as I had that breath, he was back to hammering his cock into my mouth.

He wanted me bent over and ready

He's a regular, in so much as we've hooked up 15 or 16 times since 2013. He'd emailed yesterday and wanted to stop by. Sir Dennis has recently decided that demerits accumulated on a Sunday are doubled. I did a quick demerit calculation to see what it was going to cost me (since I'm already 160 in the hole) and decided it was do-able.  Unfortunately he was derailed so Sunday was a bust.  I emailed him this morning and he was available to cum over.

Via email he indicated he wanted to walk in and find me bent over and ready.  He also wanted some toys that he could stick in my holes.  I got everything ready, including playing some porn for him.  I added clothespins on my nipples and a blindfold, bent over the bed and waited for him.  Being blindfolded makes me feel a bit vulnerable but it also let's me focus on exactly what's happening between my legs and not much else.

I heard him come up the stairs but didn't hear him moving around.  It was surprising when he put his hand on my ass.  He explored playing with the toys in my holes.  He put the balls in my ass and then fucked my bonus hold with the dildo, while occasionally playing with my little dick.  As a faggot, for use by Men, I enjoyed him doing whatever he wanted with my holes.  I was there for his use and enjoyment.
He had me turn over onto my back and he continued to work my hole with the dildo.  I held my legs open so he had all the access he wanted.  I tried once or twice to hold the dildo in while he seemed to be doing something else, but he moved my hands away.  My holes were his and he didn't need me interfering. Then with the dildo still in my bonus hole he added in his cock and fucked me this way for a bit.  I moaned about how full I felt.  Finally he was done playing and I think both toys were removed and he just fucked me. Then I stayed as I was, holding my legs open as he cleaned up, dressed and left.  I love it when I can get used and never see the Man.  It's such a rush.  Maybe next time I should add the ball gag.

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Demerits 2

After Sir Dennis paddled me last time I still had 100 demerits to work off.  I knew I'd be seeing Mr, Kisser Sunday, the day after but that was the extent of my plans.  Hooking up with Mr, Kisser is always going to result in double digit demerits.  This time it was 14.   Turns out that was all the action I got all week.  Then Saturday it was rainy and not conducive to hiking or bike riding and I was horny so I posted a CL ad.  It's extra points for doing a new Man so the one hookup I got from that was also a 14 pointer.  An extra 28 was manageable and didn't seem to bad.  I kept Sir Dennis apprised of my 'bad' behaviour and the increasing demerit tally.

Monday, a Man I'd serviced almost a year ago emailed and wanted to stop by.  I had figured he was a one and done type, even though he'd emailed once or twice since trying to hook up.  Monday it finally worked out and my demerit tally was now 136.  That would be a fine total to stop at.  Then Mr, Kisser emailed and I'm always eager to service him.  As we were working things out I figured it'd be another 14 demerits.  It wasn't though.  It turned out to be 22!  If I'd actually added it up beforehand I'd have known it was going to be more than 14.  Maybe I would have made a different choice, but I didn't.  E1 did email but the timing didn't work so luckily the demerit total stood at 158.

158!  Holy cow.  I was embarrassed to tell Sir Dennis, but I did. After all there's no point and no fun in not telling him.  I was actually worried though about what he'd think when he realized what a cock whore I am.

Sir Dennis emailed me instructions as to how things would go and also reminded me to bring my paddles.  I was simultaneously eager and dreading our next session.  About an hour before I needed to get ready I laid down on my bed (on my stomach) and thought about how my ass was going to feel and how the demerit swats would hurt and sting. I got turned on but decided to hold off on jacking

Demerits

I was reading Wank of the Day and at the end of one of the posts she said "it has an impact on the number of lashes of Mike’s belt that I receive as a result of being unable to control my sluttiness.".  Being punished for being used sounded like a really fun game and it works nicely with my faggot users club fantasy.  So I put together a scoring card and added it to one of my f.u.c. posts.  I, of course couldn't resist scoring the hook ups I'd had this month.  126.  Wow that seems like a lot.  It wasn't a big leap to posting a CL ad for a spanking.

I got a good number of responses.  I didn't get too anal about a pic and stats since I was mostly looking for a spanking.  A couple Men had FTM experience which is always helpful.  Another seemed to be an experienced player.  It eventually worked out with him.  He's Sir Dennis.

I stripped off my shorts leaving me in my assless shorts/briefs/jock and I left my t-shirt on.  He showed me his collection of paddles, taking time to talk about each. There were almost 20 in there I'm sure.  Plus a hairbrush.  Gotta love it when a Man is passionate about something.

In our email exchange he'd agreed to give me a strike for each of my demerits.  My 126 demerits.  But not until AFTER he'd had fun spanking and paddling me.  This was going to be a painful experience.   Then he added more demerits because I'd forgotten to bring my paddles and we were up to 150.  Something else came up and we were to 185 so I suggested we just do 200. Sheesh.  This was going to take a while.  Then he had me pick out the 10 paddles that I'd get 15 strokes with each.  UGH.  From the others I'd receive 7 or 8 strokes.  OMG, intends to use every paddle he has!

another scene with R

Headed to Nashville this weekend for another scene with R.
When it was time I unlocked the door and waited on my knees, as instructed.  I was content to wait there for a while and I did.  Eventually I heard him come in.  He seemed in a huff and I soon found out why.  I'd given him the wrong address.  Shit!  I hate screwing up and especially in situations like this. Dammit.  I wanted to fall on the floor and beg forgiveness but I stayed rooted to where I was.  I believe while R was expressing his displeasure with my screwup that he slapped my face a few times.

Pathicus

Pathicus: A male who endures, who suffers, who gets penetrated sexually and used.

"the pathicus might be seen as more akin to the sexual masochist in his experience of pleasure. He might be penetrated orally or anally by a man or by a woman with a dildo, but showed no desire for penetrating nor having his own penis stimulated." From Wikipedia

This is my new favorite word.  I might have to change the name displayed on my email to Pathicus.

Mr. Kisser

I got 4 new Men out of last weeks CL ad.  One from out of town, who I hope let's me know when he visits again. The 2nd one, local who loved fucking ass.  He's got a nice thick cock and I hope he contacts me again but I suspect he won't.  The 3rd, was a 1-n-done for me.  The 4th was fan-fucking-tastic.  His intro pic wasn't terrible but not really hot either.  It was a torso shot of him holding his cock with a pair of white basketball shorts pulled down just enough to get his cock out. However it was enough to show he's got the type of build I like. His pic and emails had me thinking he was a mid-30's Man.  He seemed very certain that we'd have a good time. Most Men, if they don't hook up with you right away, they're not going to ever hook up with you. Rare is the Man who answers an ad and then actually shows up 3+ days later.  This Man did though.

When I saw him at the meeting place he was not at all what I was expecting.  Definitely older, but in the right range (late 40's) and really quite hot.  I was looking forward to this.
Turns out when we got down to business he was a lot of fun.  Smiling, easy going.  Lots of touching and kissing, which is highly unusual for me.  Most hookups I make a big deal about 'being used'.  Didn't really stress it with this Man.  I loved the touching.  He's got a short beard and mustache and I love kissing Men like that.  I got to touch and lick and kiss lots of his body.  I really liked being able to enjoy his body that way.

I forgot to send him my standard blurb which includes "I'm not interested in being fingered or eaten." I usually tell Men this for several reasons, one of which, is that most of that stuff doesn't turn me on.  (Now if a Man knows I don't get off on it and still does it, well then he's doing it because it's what he enjoys.  In that case, go for it!) I hadn't negotiated this up front (and it's not something that leaves me feeling violated) so it seems bad form to say 'oops, you don't get to do that'.  To me, it's all part of being GGG.
Anyway, this Man was good.  Fantastic actually.  I sucked his cock. He fucked me.  I sucked his cock some more. Once or twice he was fucking me and sucking a nipple at the same time.  Oh I was such a lucky faggot. I also got pinned by his cock a few times.  My head wasn't off the bed but I was on my back and he's laid down over me with his cock in my mouth.  Oh how I love struggling on a cock and his cock in particular. Most of the time when I'm on my back getting fucked I keep my eyes closed.  This time I enjoyed watching him. It was great to watch his face as he came.  I enjoyed cleaning his cock with my mouth afterward.

At the end we had the very direct discussion about STDs and behaviour and now I can't wait to go bare with this Man.  He also seems to be interested in 3-ways and him and Y would be a fantastic combination!



To find out more about Black Faggot, read the About Me section.

A week full of cock

I've been wanting to add more BDSM to my hook ups.  Looking for them to be rougher, include spanking (to start with) and bondage.  Looking for that on CL can be really dicey so I first looked on FetLife in a 'personals' group.  That didn't pan out so I put up a profile on CollarSpace. That resulted in a good number of fresh meat inquiries.  Had some great week long email exchanges.  This got me really horny and I decided to post a regular hookup ad on CL.  I had been trying to wait till it had been 2 months since I'd been fucked before I posted an ad.  I only lasted 1 month.  LOL

From the ad, 2 of my regulars stopped by on Thursday (one of which was Mr.None). However I also got the out of town guy I gave room service to Friday and Saturday night.  Sunday a Man stopped by to fuck my ass (and it was great!).  Then I thought I'd taken the ad down but turns out I didn't and a guy contacted me on Monday.  I did him but that was probably not a good choice.  LOL  Mr. Mean stopped by later and made good use of me.  And on Tuesday I rested and I think my horniness was sated.  Wednesday another regular J-pop stopped by and fed me a load.

All in all that was 8 hookups with 7 Men. Yep, I was a cock whore for that week.  However it is all about balance.  Prior to that I'd had only one hook up, a suck n swallow in 3 weeks or so.

Back to CollarSpace....
Had a couple possibilities there.  2 were out of town.  1 of which wanted me to let him tie me up so he could beat me.  I passed on that one.  It just doesn't make sense to me to a) drive to another city/state and get a hotel room so b) a man I don't even know his name (and he was reluctant to supply) could c) tie me up using his restraints and d) never mentioned limits or safewords, etc.
It's not like I've never gone out of state for a hook up. But when I did, from our email exchanges and his attitude, I could tell he was another skilled experienced BDSM player.  Not some yahoo who wants to keep bottoms chained up in his basement when not in use.

 The other couldn't quite make his life work enough to commit to a date.  My guess is he never will.  A 3rd is more local and we're still talking.

To find out more about Black Faggot, read the About Me section.

using faggots like me

The good thing about using faggots like me

1) You say when and they drop what they're doing and are ready

2) You can just sit back and enjoy (no reciprocation, no girly bullshit like having to say I love  you)

3) No fake promises (like I won’t sleep with your sister again, it was just a one off)

4) No after-talk, no thank you, just dress and leave.  He'll clean the mess up

5) A fag is desperate for your cock - you can make him do anything just at the thought of the possibility of being allowed to Suck your cock

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Late Night Room Service

I met this Man thru my CL ad.  He was coming into town for the weekend.  While my ad was a basic I suck, you fuck' ad this Man turned out to be kinky.  I went to his hotel room around 11:30PM which is unusual for me.  However I was focused on servicing a White Man, so if the Man wanted a late night room service, that's what he got.

Suck my dick in 10 minutes

He's come by a couple times.  He saw my ad up this morning and emailed asking if I'd had any success.  When I hadn't, he told me (yep, told me, not asked) to suck him in 10 minutes. My place is right on his way to work. He knows I like being used and I like his direct no nonesense approach. I, of course said yes.  How could I do otherwise, he's got a great cock.  He gave a few more instructions and in less than 10 minutes I was naked on my knees waiting for him. It was just like how I'd posted in using faggots like me. I dropped what I was doing so that I could service him.

Found him

Found him.

His emails and texts had a very dominant aggressive tone.  Our texts had gotten pretty hot, pretty fast.  I was eager to service him.  He'd said he'd be by between 4 and 5.  Next thing I knew, it was 2:15 and he was on his way over.

He didn't smile or speak when he came in, just followed me to the play space.  I stripped off my shorts and waited for him on my knees.  He didn't take off any of his clothes, just unzipped and

Looking for Chad

I'm looking for Chad because he was rough and dominant

My ads almost always include the words dominant and rough. The tricks I pick up though usually aren't. Not sure why. Maybe the Men aren't really into that. They just want to suck n fuck. Maybe they're afraid to let loose and really be rough or at least selfishly use me for their own pleasure.