Pathicus

Pathicus: A male who endures, who suffers, who gets penetrated sexually and used.

"the pathicus might be seen as more akin to the sexual masochist in his experience of pleasure. He might be penetrated orally or anally by a man or by a woman with a dildo, but showed no desire for penetrating nor having his own penis stimulated." From Wikipedia

This is my new favorite word.  I might have to change the name displayed on my email to Pathicus.

Cuz my balls r full

I was leaving the gym this morning and got a text from Mr. Kisser.

"How soon can u b ready 2 fuck? I Need 2 show, fuck ur front hole, cum n go faggot"

Oh man did that make my little dick hard. I love it, love it, love it when Men want something quick and urgent.  I thought I might have missed his window of opportunity.

"25 or 30 min 2 get 2 u, then 10 min 2 fuck. Maybe less cuz my balls r full"

He shoved his cock

He stopped by again today.  We've started talking a bit more about what turns us on.  So today, I put wrist restraints on before he arrived.  I also put clothes pins on my nipples.

Mr. Kisser

I got 4 new Men out of last weeks CL ad.  One from out of town, who I hope let's me know when he visits again. The 2nd one, local who loved fucking ass.  He's got a nice thick cock and I hope he contacts me again but I suspect he won't.  The 3rd, was a 1-n-done for me.  The 4th was fan-fucking-tastic.  His intro pic wasn't terrible but not really hot either.  It was a torso shot of him holding his cock with a pair of white basketball shorts pulled down just enough to get his cock out. However it was enough to show he's got the type of build I like. His pic and emails had me thinking he was a mid-30's Man.  He seemed very certain that we'd have a good time. Most Men, if they don't hook up with you right away, they're not going to ever hook up with you. Rare is the Man who answers an ad and then actually shows up 3+ days later.  This Man did though.

When I saw him at the meeting place he was not at all what I was expecting.  Definitely older, but in the right range (late 40's) and really quite hot.  I was looking forward to this.
Turns out when we got down to business he was a lot of fun.  Smiling, easy going.  Lots of touching and kissing, which is highly unusual for me.  Most hookups I make a big deal about 'being used'.  Didn't really stress it with this Man.  I loved the touching.  He's got a short beard and mustache and I love kissing Men like that.  I got to touch and lick and kiss lots of his body.  I really liked being able to enjoy his body that way.

I forgot to send him my standard blurb which includes "I'm not interested in being fingered or eaten." I usually tell Men this for several reasons, one of which, is that most of that stuff doesn't turn me on.  (Now if a Man knows I don't get off on it and still does it, well then he's doing it because it's what he enjoys.  In that case, go for it!) I hadn't negotiated this up front (and it's not something that leaves me feeling violated) so it seems bad form to say 'oops, you don't get to do that'.  To me, it's all part of being GGG.
Anyway, this Man was good.  Fantastic actually.  I sucked his cock. He fucked me.  I sucked his cock some more. Once or twice he was fucking me and sucking a nipple at the same time.  Oh I was such a lucky faggot. I also got pinned by his cock a few times.  My head wasn't off the bed but I was on my back and he's laid down over me with his cock in my mouth.  Oh how I love struggling on a cock and his cock in particular. Most of the time when I'm on my back getting fucked I keep my eyes closed.  This time I enjoyed watching him. It was great to watch his face as he came.  I enjoyed cleaning his cock with my mouth afterward.

At the end we had the very direct discussion about STDs and behaviour and now I can't wait to go bare with this Man.  He also seems to be interested in 3-ways and him and Y would be a fantastic combination!



To find out more about Black Faggot, read the About Me section.

A week full of cock

I've been wanting to add more BDSM to my hook ups.  Looking for them to be rougher, include spanking (to start with) and bondage.  Looking for that on CL can be really dicey so I first looked on FetLife in a 'personals' group.  That didn't pan out so I put up a profile on CollarSpace. That resulted in a good number of fresh meat inquiries.  Had some great week long email exchanges.  This got me really horny and I decided to post a regular hookup ad on CL.  I had been trying to wait till it had been 2 months since I'd been fucked before I posted an ad.  I only lasted 1 month.  LOL

From the ad, 2 of my regulars stopped by on Thursday (one of which was Mr.None). However I also got the out of town guy I gave room service to Friday and Saturday night.  Sunday a Man stopped by to fuck my ass (and it was great!).  Then I thought I'd taken the ad down but turns out I didn't and a guy contacted me on Monday.  I did him but that was probably not a good choice.  LOL  Mr. Mean stopped by later and made good use of me.  And on Tuesday I rested and I think my horniness was sated.  Wednesday another regular J-pop stopped by and fed me a load.

All in all that was 8 hookups with 7 Men. Yep, I was a cock whore for that week.  However it is all about balance.  Prior to that I'd had only one hook up, a suck n swallow in 3 weeks or so.

Back to CollarSpace....
Had a couple possibilities there.  2 were out of town.  1 of which wanted me to let him tie me up so he could beat me.  I passed on that one.  It just doesn't make sense to me to a) drive to another city/state and get a hotel room so b) a man I don't even know his name (and he was reluctant to supply) could c) tie me up using his restraints and d) never mentioned limits or safewords, etc.
It's not like I've never gone out of state for a hook up. But when I did, from our email exchanges and his attitude, I could tell he was another skilled experienced BDSM player.  Not some yahoo who wants to keep bottoms chained up in his basement when not in use.

 The other couldn't quite make his life work enough to commit to a date.  My guess is he never will.  A 3rd is more local and we're still talking.

To find out more about Black Faggot, read the About Me section.

using faggots like me

The good thing about using faggots like me

1) You say when and they drop what they're doing and are ready

2) You can just sit back and enjoy (no reciprocation, no girly bullshit like having to say I love  you)

3) No fake promises (like I won’t sleep with your sister again, it was just a one off)

4) No after-talk, no thank you, just dress and leave.  He'll clean the mess up

5) A fag is desperate for your cock - you can make him do anything just at the thought of the possibility of being allowed to Suck your cock

Tumblr post....

http://2gagthefag.tumblr.com/post/113264184750/the-good-thing-about-using-fags-1-you-say-where

Late Night Room Service

I met this Man thru my CL ad.  He was coming into town for the weekend.  While my ad was a basic I suck, you fuck' ad this Man turned out to be kinky.  I went to his hotel room around 11:30PM which is unusual for me.  However I was focused on servicing a White Man, so if the Man wanted a late night room service, that's what he got.